i miss him

Hello peeps !

Tak boleh tidur laa .. tadi , dah tidur kot sebab ingatkan result UPU keluar pukul 12 malam nie . Rupa - rupanya jangkaan I salah . So , I tukar shif dengan burung hantuu laa malam nie . About UPU , I hoped I got the science quantitative's course . If I got this course , I don't know which one better for me and as you know , I got the KMK . hewhew . I think , better I go to diploma because I like mathematics very very much . Hmm , tomorrow also I have an appoinment .. argghhh ! so hurttt ! I hoped I'll faced it successfully .

Emm , I feel lonely and like miss someone . yeahhh , seriously I miss himm . I macam gila bayang jee ! argghhh .. sedangkan I dah banyak kali berdoa nak lupekan dia , but I'm not understand why perasaan tuu selalu datang . I think , dia langsung tak ingat I punn ! conform laa dia tak ingat punya . Kalau dia ingat , mesti dah lama dia bertanya khabar kan ? Sejak kejadian hari tuu , kitorang dah lost contact . dulu , dapat result SPM , teringin jee nak text dia camne dengan result and target nak sambung study kat mane . Namun apee daya , I kann perempuan , I tak mampuu nak tanya dia sbab I tengok dia macam dah benci kat I !!

So , I tulis laa dalam blog pasal dia .. *blog dulu * hmm , no respons ! okay , frust yang teramat sangat sebab dia macam dah putuskan talian persahabatan . Biarpun , kitorang baru kenal tapi, kehadiran dia memberi makna dalam hidup I . SERIUS ..then , tahuu about matrik . Sekali lagi perasaan ingin menanya dia dapat matrik mane . Nasib baiklah hati I masa tuu sangat kuat . So , hasrat tuu terbantut macam tuu sajee . Ni pulak about upu . Sekali lagi hati meronta  ronta nak tanye dia . Tapi ....... I takot dia fikir I gilaa kat dia ke hapee ..

Dulu , I ingat dia ade cakap dia nak masuk diploma jee . I hope dia dapat kos elok2 and berjaya lam hidup dia .. InsyaAllah .. Bila I ingatkan dia , I buka mesej dia dalam facebook baca satu - satu .. wahhh , beribu - ribu meseg dari dia saja . Hmm , I takkan delete itu semua .. then , tak cukup dari tuu , I buka fon bace dia punya text sambil ingat pesanan dia semua . Arghhh , serius terimbau kenangan berbual - bual dengan dia . Takpelah , MTH I hoped u happy and achieved your ambition . SORRY for all my mistaken and I hope u'll forgive me . All people make mistakes right ? so , I still remember what u said " Tiada manusia seperfect Rasulullah " yaa , i know everybody not perfect but I'm tried to be perfect not in your eyes but everyone because my tutor , kak marina said : don't be humility ! You should move forward to achieved your ambitions and dont be guilty about the past because we still have opportunity to changed !